So...I am not really all that sure of who really comes to this anymore since I am almost positive it has been more than a year since I graced this page with any thoughts of mine...so this first entry will just be...a tester of what I can say, and what I cant. So I am coming to the end of my first year of college and it was everything I expected it to be. I have so many mixing emotions about everything that has happened to me in the past 9 or so months and quite frankly...I am just too ashamed and embarassed to put them all down here and they seem to just jumble around in my brain. It is not until I sit and think about each thing that has happened since the day I walked onto this campus that I am able to put together some pieces of this strange and impossible to really finish puzzle. I cannot say I will not completely love moving all of my stuff out of this dorm and closing this chapter of my life forever...no I will totally love it when I can leave this campus and not look back. But that is all I have for now...I am getting yelled at for not laying in bed!